March 27th, 2009


What I Thought Was Different Isn't So Different After All

Fuck my life.


Since I've been 14, and started dating, I've gone from guy to guy to guy because I wanted to. Picked a random guy who liked m and dated hi for the sake of dating, some I liked back, some I didn't but whatever. For once in my life I am perfectly fine with being single, and have guys who like me but I'm fine with not dating them. Then comes along a guy who I see myself with not just for the sake of dating. I thought to myself he's so sincere, so honest and down to earth. This is exactly the guy who I've been waiting for. He's not like other guys, he's sensitive and won't hurt me. I fell too hard without even dating apparently because now I'm crushed. Why can't all guys just be honest about their feelings? Stay single and have random fucks if you're not over a girl. Don't toy with the emotions of others.


I know I'll get over it, and I know we'll end up friends, but for now, I'm just hurt and completely turned off guys. I've come to terms with the fact that all guys are the same. No matter what you think. Everytime you think you've found an exception to the rule, you're wrong. There are no exceptions.

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